I wanna feel happy, free and enjoy completely little things in my life. All this pressure, anxiety need to go away. I can’t stop thinking about it and asking myself the same questions and imagining the same scenarios in my head. Am I gonna succeed ? What if I don’t ? How am I going to overcome a fail ? It will be hell on earth. If some had done it before me, why not me after all right ? Hate this feeling of insecurity..